So can I be honest? I haven’t blogged in a while because blogging was closely tied to what I thought I needed to be. I really wanted to work in social media particularly with a fashion or lifestyle agency/company/brand. Now, oh now, my eyes have been opened to so many different possibilities. I have always loved writing, but more so, creative writing. My love for poetry has also never ceased so, here I am. I have a real voice and lots of space to use it for a greater good. So that is what I am going to do. I am going to take the hundreds of poems I have written and put them in a book. Wish me luck!
Here is a poem that won’t make the book but really makes me smile….
Lessons
Let’s talk about dreams
Not the ones I dream with eyes closed
but the ones I dream in vivid color
dreams I was once scared to dream
because they said, you’re so smart
be a lawyer
You’re so athletic, be a basketball player
No one ever said be a poet
No one loved the way I dreamed in watercolors
that created images only imagined in the right part of my human psyche
So I fought hard to be normal
I went to college to be normal
But the only place normal got me was a state of confusion
Too focused on what they wanted
I forgot to dream
Now time has past like rewinded clocks on daylight savings
And everyone seems disappointed
Because being an artist doesn’t pay the bills
So what do lies buy
Success is as conceptual as politics
I don’t need a box to stand in
FUCK your box
because all the box ever represented is an misguided idea of a person I’ve never been
Now I’m a day late and about ten dollars short
missing trains to my destiny
foolishly buying tickets to the wrong dream
So I deserve an apology
and you deserve an art lesson
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